defeated

I dont have beautiful.
I dont have manner,
I dont have money like you do.
some sort like i am nothing
I am a sinner.

compare to your sweetheart,
I dont have exactly like her,
I dont have nice hair, im all black none the brunette.
I dont have hazel or blue eyes. im a typical black.
Tanned and untoned for skin.
and shall I repeat those things back?
shall I?

d'you know me?
d'you know my name?
can you remember how we meet each other?
can and could you?

p/s : rasa serabai gila, self-esteem hilang tah ke mana, agak-agak boleh cari tak self esteem itu?