love

when you love someone but it goes to waste
because you truly know that he is not yours,
but belong to the luckiest girl.
Could it be worse?
when you are falling in love someone you wont expect.

Could I be loved by someone?
Myself says ' NO ' you wouldnt.
why? You are the beast.
what person will look at you and pretend you are beautiful?
tell me now?
I have been fool for many years. still being the old me, the beast.

If I have a chance to love someone,
I will turn myself pretty one.
i wont let my love to feel awkward when wit me.
because Im already knew how it feels.
SHAME right?

I will let him spread his love.
my life could be occupied with his love.
and ofcourse I WILL NEVER LOOK BACK at the person who has look down on me.

If I were given a chance