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ama gila aku dok depan lappy nak update entry nie..
entah macam mana aku boleh lost time nak update nie..
sebenarnya aku nk cakap pasai diri aku..
dah blog aku, takkan aku nak cerita pasai kau kot..

lately nie, aku rasa diri sangat tak abnormal..
I think I have fallen to someone that I SHOULD NOT fall with.
I dont know how did I make it happen. I should not make this thing happen. ok, silly me.
takpa, it's just a temporary je kan? *hopeful.
when in time, I will forget everything and letting him go.
nak buat cemana, aku dgn dia nie tak berjodoh kan..
I think he's special in his own way, I dont know what makes me feel different when with him.
why? when in contact with him, I could not talk, im muted I've tried to say a few word but im too shy for it. before this, I dont have any problem to talk with a guy. tetiba mai tang dia, pelik jadiknya.
oh, but I have to let go this, he's already taken by someone. ofcourse le bukan dgn aku. haish.
ok, lame pulak cerita benda nie dekat public.
HAHA. takpa kot, sebab benda camnie dah nak jadi history dah so bole share :)
tapi, aku rasa benda nie sorang sorang je, sampai dia annoying maybe.
kehkehkeh, sekali kau.. kena unfriend.. sedap je..
lepas nie tak bole stalk dah :(
sedih kan? you bayangkan klu satu hari tak stalk manusia manusia jenis hensem gila babas nie! mesti tak kena.
so dalam kepala aku dah bermain macam-macam andaian dah..
the reason why he dont want to be my friend?
im not pretty. *benda nie yang first sekali kot orang pandang.
im not friendly *selalu jadi sarkastik dkt laki, tatau la pasaipa.. sory guys!
im annoying gila you.. ah takpa lah, reasons atas memang make sense pon! so I dont mind.
beralah je la dah orang tak suka kita kan? itu adalah yang terbaik masa kini. acewah..
tudia la, bila jadi camnie.. jangan dok jadi hopeful sangat.. better jadik hopeless sebab aku tau dah, bab2 macam nie memang aku not deserve to be happy.
dan aku nie sangat sober sekarang..
sebenarnya macam mana eh, kita nak lari dari orang yang tak suka kita?
utk ex aku tuh, aku tau dia tak suka aku.. so aku block dia.. bila block, masing-masing tak bole contact and takdalah aku makan hati sangat kan.
yeay to me! for letting my ex with the other girl. baikkan saya? :)
so utk dis guy pown, im going to do the same lah..
bila jumpa dgn dia, makesure jalan kami tak sama.. supaya kurang skit hina aku nie..
buat muka bodo dan macam tak pernah kenal pon dia..
tapi tak baik membenci dia, dia tak bersalah pon.
ergh, malang sekali.. kami tak sempat pon bertuka nombor. hekhek.
nak deeper conversation pon lagi laa tak sempat..
redha je la sitiena oiii.. awak tuh memang kuat perasan.

so apa lagi?? runnnn away le.

thank you for letting me know about you even for a short time.
I really love it.
How I wish to feel like this in other time.
hopefully im a hopeless one :)

ok, makkk dah cerita sikit pasai crush mak. skrg mak nak sambung emo.
sobs, so berakhir sudah sebuah cerita.
sekian ;)

If I have a chance to sing you dis, I will sing it thru all my heart

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