not awesome.

hello there.
I've been very busy lately and missed a lot of things including bersih -_-
I am having my premenstrual syndrom which means Im totally lost and not in the rite mood..
Im sorry If I have made someone annoyed with my behaviour, yalah.. I keep texting you a lot of questions and treating you like im going to flirt with you. ha ha ha, and up until now, I havent received any replies from you.. is it an ingnorance? hmmph! its okay, my fault..
I just felt that Im not okay with my current condition..
feeling not awesome as usual, I dont know why this is happened.. what can I say is, I should try to control my emotion, but failed few times! mesti nak marah-marah jugak :P bebai itu wajib ada.
ahh, ada satu masa tuh rasa nak menangis sangat, macam ada burden yang amat berat gilaa kena tanggung. tapiii, sabar je lahh. sabar je yang mampu buat pon.
Im so jealous with the person who can have what they really want.. for example, shoess, watch and iphone!! because I cant have it all, thats it! nak mintak dekat parents amat lah segan gila sebab both parents are retiring. hmphh :/
so, skrg hanya mampu envy dari jauh je laa.. untung laa badan kann.. not as mine :(
bila dah jadi cemni, mulaa la nak emo laa, nk paku orang tak kira tempat.
tahap kejealousan saya memang pada maksimum..
belum ada lagi manusia yang boleh menumpaskan kejelesan saya! kahhhh!

sebab tuh takda orang nak :(

when you dont have macbeth/iphone/ipad/converse/gucci to be showed off..

nahh gambaq sebelum jadi pekerja ladang, berangan pon jadilah!